A vampire, a guard dog and a bloody fox!
Talk about one incredible experience. I can’t say enough how excited I am to be able to share one of the lesson's from this most recent experience
It all starts in the interior, as it always does. It is within the inner dreamscapes that great lessons become available.
This adventure was no different.
As for a little background, you should be familiar that I consider myself to be somewhat of a pioneer and explorer of inner and universal consciousness. It is within this world of spirit that I connect and resonate most strongly. This is the true passion of my life, “the healing journey of reconnection to higher source".
This holiday weekend happened to be a powerful time for me and I expect for many of you also.
(Who you are and how consciously aware you may be, will determine exactly how these powerful times actually get manifested into each person's life. We each experience a unique and highly personalized message or lesson that is exactly matching where we are on our own journey.)
As for me, I make it a habit to push for higher levels of consciousness everyday. I am constantly striving for the breakthrough to new levels of awareness. In reality what that means is I continually take small daily steps on my personal inner journey to help me find and discover the true me.
So it began(ended?) last night after a short time of inner turmoil(about 3-4 days). A piece of the puzzle in my healing journey got resolved. It is not the only one I have personally experienced this vividly and I am sure it may not be my last but I would like to share it with you anyways. While your experience may not be exactly the same as my experience it will be similar enough that my story may help you in some way.
It starts with the feeling of fear, somewhere within my inner landscape there is a monster, a demon of some sort. Now I am inside but I am not alone(this time). I have a team with me, that is supportive of me. That really feels good to me. I am able to look over to my friend and nod and know that everything is alright.
We are here together, on a mission. We are Vampire hunting. That’s right! This time around it is a vampire we are fighting. This particular vampire has been terrorizing a group of children, about a hundred or so. They are living in a worn down shoddy building with sections of floor missing. It is treacherous walking and certainly not very safe feeling, especially when you have a vampire that can come through at any place, at any time. This is exactly what has been happening.
I find myself in the middle of this scene, feeling the fear. I am standing and walking around and I feel the vampire’s presence below the floor. It is trying to potentially grab me and pull me down. My only weapon is a sharp stick that I poke through the holes in the floor around me to ward this creature off. At a certain point I just get in the habit of jabbing this through the floor boards, hoping it works. It seems to me that this is how the children handled it. They have taught me what to do. I am mimicking what they have been doing to keep this evil at bay. At this point I feel alone and full of fear.
I see one of my team members walking on the fringes of the area. I get concerned for his safety. He comes back from investigating a nearby room with this giant black and brown dog on his heels. This dog is massive and out of control. Not really attacking but very aggressive and anxious. Some one could get seriously injured. I come to the realization that we need a leash of some sort. I realize no one else is going to do it. I run up what appears to be the room but is now some kind of ship or vessel. I start yelling at the nearest person to give me some wire so I can use it to make a leash. I get the material and tie a noose on it while running back down to the room where the dog was. I get there in enough time to be the one that puts this around the neck of this massive dog, I notice his claws are really sharp and are blood red. It takes a while to calm him down.
In the room we uncover the mystery of the dog. At the center of this room we unfold a carpet to reveal a bloody fox. The realization is that this dog has been attempting to guard the fox from the vampire. It was obvious that the dog had been doing this for a long time and was under severe stress. It had become a way of life: survival- fight or flight.
At this point i come in and out of the dream. My heart is pounding and i feel the fear lying in my bed. I center myself and sink back in to the dream.
I realize then that I can’t allow this scenario to continue, I have to face the vampire. The cost is getting too much.
My saving grace is truth, I have been through this before, I know what to do. I prepare myself.
I call the vampire to me. No response. I call a second time. Minor things come to me but not the vampire. I am disappointed. I call a third time and turn away.
The vampire lunges at me mouth open, fierce and fast, flying right at me. I do not fight. I do not flinch. I do not turn, I do not resist.
You see, I know the secret to these confrontations
I open my self and accept him into me and he vanishes!
Does it sound too simple?
It really isn’t "too simple" but any one can do it!
The secret is in pre knowing that the monster or vampire is actually me. It is an aspect of my being, because both the aspects of light and dark, comprise who I am.
I only need to see it, understand it and accept it. I did not fight because I know that I cannot be harmed. There is no inner demon or monster that can harm me or change my eternal truth. If I fight, I resist. If I resist then I am not true. For in realization of oneness, there is NO CONFLICT. Hence there is no need for resistance or fighting.
This sets me free!
Remember on your journey that the true you cannot be harmed, ever!
Do not run from the inner demons but turn and face them. Accept them as you and you too, will be free of them forever. You are the power, they are not! It is this simple truth that will have you overcome each and every monster and inner demon you may run into. You just need to:
1) pre-know that you are invulnerable and cannot be harmed
2) know it so well that even in a sleeping or waking dream it is your truth
3) realize your true power within your true self
4) remain connected to your true self at all times
Already I am feeling the effects of this break through in consciousness; stay tuned for more info on this topic. It is quite amazing!
Thanks ,
Gavin
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